Thursday, May 18, 2006;
♥ 10:55 PM
saysay.. hard guy cupid was nice to watch eh? so touching. but im totally knocked. tired like mad. today just completed whole set of NAPFA HOOOO! lol. can do pull up already =D but standing broad jump screwed up !@#$% anw still passed. nxt year gonna do better =D
haven been going for track these days, although i've been doing my weights, but then i wonder whats going on every tues and wed and sat. mr seem wants me to do weights only, but i feel like going lol. maybe i shall. on saturday. argh hope my jaw recovers quickly. want to jump again.
today whole day we were admiring zhong's fone lol. nokia 6280 take pics and video like mad haha.. nice fone to look at too screen so biggggggggggg. haha.. scandalous shots were taken xD
these days feel quite at a dilemna coz i wonder if jumpers they alll will get angry if i dun turn up lol. but not all of them noe abt my condition. no point letting them noe either. argh. its just so weird la not turning up but still doing training. saturday they're doing weights i guess so i will turn up. doing with them better than doing urself. although at some points i think doing urself would be better, but oh well going every sat isnt gonna take alot of time. bahh feel so lost. everytime i think of it i feel so out of place. maybe i shudnt be so sensitive.
and school time has been passing freaking fast. week 9 already? seriously quite a blink of an eye to think how come i sat through THAT much physics and chem practicals. wow. its like in JC u can feel the whole rush? but in sec sch u just go with everything that happens. i mean. in sec sch, in ri, time passes way slower. its such a huge difference, that sometimes i just wanna go back to sec 4 lol. if we were sec 4 now we would be celebrating coz common tests are over =.= what now. whole holidays will be practically gone with all the mugging i'll do. making it more like i-learning month at home. hopefully there'll be time to go jam and stuff. miss playing the drumset. i wanna get a set at home but it seems quite impossible.. maybe after e CTs i may hav a chance? based on good results, so i'll have to slog my way thru june. but it'll pay off.. i know it will.
oh well. less than a week to GP CT. and what the heck do i study? i dunno. but i'll just go read up everything la. paul khoo's notes help. a lot in fact. its just those GP notes that they print for us, i wonder if they are helpful. at home and at school its just the same thing everyday. having a drumset at home will make a WHOLE lot of difference to me, but that would be a dream so near yet so far. haha.. my dad says after 'A' lvls. i say after A lvls got army, play wad drumset. ><
ahhhhhh oh well. maybe we should
really live life like this quote: "Live everyday like you're gonna die on that day." or however it should be said. i really wonder how to do that..
round and round we go...
